Seeing

stepping down upon
the sand;
it burns my soul
it burns my man.

I look upon the blyeyestering sun

and
see myself
running fingers through my hair,
feels so funny
like I’m not there
scratching&peeling these dead upon layers

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see myself
flapping my towel & the sand hitting others
looking at sons putting lotions on mothers

the gulls screeching their miniature roar

and
see myself
the horizon hiring itself
to the fire and rulers tend back
to their quaint empire

sitting upon the cold painted bench

and
see myself
the eyes of me fall far beyond thought
I was already out there and got tangled and caught

in a deep deep place

and
see myself

the thoughts of me

and
see myself.