suffering bexistence!
i deny my visiblexistence
in selfpity, in fear of
my own desirability.
mentalese overcomes me.
resistides drown the courage.
zense betrays me.
i am lost. lost.
but philsophations
vibrastic and mean
make the notseem
seem divinowhere.
buttresistance leaves me
nothy.
noty nothy atall:
but bexistence is not nothy!
– dwatt
